We are plugged into group matrixes from the time we are born. We are programmed by our family, school, society, church and friends. At some point, most of us outgrow some of these constraints. We long for a freedom to follow our own path. It can be a decision to use alternative medicine instead of western medicine. It might be a decision to become vegetarian when our family raises beef. It might be a decision to be a musician when your family believes that you should be an accountant. It can be a million different things. Somewhere - someone - has told us not to do that. In order to follow all of the rules that would make everyone else happy with our behavior - well - it is just impossible. Even making a decision not to hate certain things will offend many. Making a decision to live a happy life will offend some people. Make a decision not to hate Obama and see what matrixes that runs up against! Hahahaha! So the craziness that comes in these little ego deaths is a fear of the unknown and it usually means that we have lifted our consciousness beyond some old belief system and somewhere in our programming is the strong message that this is dangerous, bad and something to be feared.
So these little ego deaths are really stages of integrating into a state of being that is more in alignment with our higher selves. Yes - they can be very spiritual. They certainly don't have to look spiritual. Life is dynamic and everything changes. We all change. I say welcome the craziness, welcome the chaos - welcome the fear - and just let it speak its peace.
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